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You AuraI'd give you my thanks for being a friend, but you never were a very good one. . .You Aura by KerlisLittleMonster
I'd give you my condolences for your loss, but I don't care that much. . .
I'd give you anything within my power, only if you'd ask. . .
And, of course, if you had given me the respect I believe I deserved; if only a little more
I still find you delightful, your smile, your laugh, but I no longer receive sustenance from these things
My life is dull, but you still give off your vibrant aura
I hate you so much, but I can't help but smile when you come around
I feel as if you find it funny that I am in this much pain. . .
I can't find it in my heart to forgive you; I don't think you can gather enough compassion to say you are sorry
So, we sit at this impasse with nothing more to say
I belittle you in so many ways, but why do I feel like the insignificant one when you are the scum of the Earth
Your ability to brush off my words annoys me to no end, but it is a skill I wish to possess
Why do the ones who do n
VisagesYou visage has not changed since that time,Visages by KerlisLittleMonster
The bags under your eyes sag, as they age, like fine win,
Your lips a pale blue, dragging the knife across your chest I relish the small whine it drags from you,
You have little to no energy and I can feel the live in you slipping away
Ah, the dominion I feel over is the greatest pleasure I have experienced in my long live,
The moon is setting, the will sun rise
I dig the knife deeper, cutting the skin
Your voice whispers, "Stop. . ."
"Stop," I mutter back, you actually believe I will?
Dragging the knife to your throat I trace of the incisions I made earlier this night
The blood flows freely and you convulse with whatever energy you have left
I pour salt on the wound, further further agitating it
I plunge the knife into your heart and leave, I must find another toy,
You weren't as fun as I thought you would be
Disappointment washes over me as I exit the room and descend the stairs,
So many disappointments in this world, so many wastes space.
DelusionalI am lost in the delusionDelusional by KerlisLittleMonster
The delusion being madness
Everyone has it, this much is true
But the madness has made me grow rather fond of you
Why is this mad?
Because I only like you because someone else does
Hmm, is this madness of jealousy?I see very little difference between the two
Please tell me you find solace reading these words
Because these words are last you ever see or here
I have come to the conclusion that your life needs to end
You have done nothing wrong,
But you see; I want to be the only one you see
Sure, you say your eye will never wonder,I almost have a hard time not laughing at that
We all know you will one day,When my body and mind are no longer unknown to you
But you've always known about these things so what is my chance to be with you?
I will never speak to, dream about you nor write to you.
A Shadow of Myself
AmnesiaI have lost you it seems,Amnesia by KerlisLittleMonster
But then why do you feel closer than ever?
This feeling is not bad I have to admit
It almost feels good
It feels like I have just come into contact with you,
Like I had never really accepted you as a person,
Do you love me?
You ask me that everyday, my answer has never been inclined to change
The answer is no,
It's because I barely know you
We have been together for so long, but it seems to me like we have just met on the street,
But I have accepted this fact as a truth
How do you expect me to love you when I do not know who you are?
I pity you, yes, but that will never become love
I'm not sorry.
How do I properly apologize to someone I do not know?